I honestly love being a mom. Though all its trials, late nights, early mornings, blood, sweat, and tears from both parties- its a beautiful amazing challenge that I wouldn't change for the world. ;)

~~ Kaylie's baby dedication is Sunday, with family over for lunch afterwards. So today is all about cleaning and getting things ready. Good times. SOO glad that I will have my amazing hubby here to help! And that the kids Nana is taking them for awhile! I hope I will actually clean instead of take a nap! lol~

~~ sigh~~ My life is blessed~

growing and growing

I do believe that Kaylie has hit a growth spurt today! Super fussy, eating about 5 oz every 2-2.5 hrs. Its been a day! And to top it all off Ren got another UTI today. Took her to the Dr. and they put her on meds. Hoping these meds work and soon she isn't super sick which is good, but she is fussy too!

Kaylie has her 2 month well baby tomorrow so that means she will be getting some shots! :( I hate it~ I will probably cry! I did when Ren got hers!

Well I have survived another day~ Only with Gods help! ;)

sometimes I feel

Like being an adult sucks! I do love being married and having my kids~ but having to pay bills and live paycheck to paycheck that part just sucks! We are doing what we can to try and save money, and get ahead but something always comes up! Or money doesn't come in for where I work and then I don't get paid and well there goes more money on the credit card just so we can buy gas and groceries. Life as an adult is really stressful!
I watch my girls and miss the days of being able to play all day and not have a care in the world! When I was safe, protected, cared and provided for and I too didn't have a care in the world. I am still safe, protected, cared and provided for by my husband and his willingness to work two jobs to make sure all those this happen and keep happening! I am blessed that he will do these things to keep our children sheltered, feed, and clothed. Really what more can I ask for?
I'm just tired for worrying, being stressed, and really just tired of being tired. But I guess thats all part of growing up! Thats Life! I just better get used to it!