Where my brain won't shut off. I keep thinking about anything and everything. Bills, the girls, my hubby, our house, the things wrong with our house, bills, my friends, my families, ect.......
I wish things would just get better, we'd have no more bills and life would just be grand! lol~ Am I dreaming or what?!
I know that God will supply our every need~ not wants but NEEDS~ I know that we will never go hungry, we will always have a roof over our head and food in our bellies, so what more could I really ask for! Everything past that is a want! I don't need the Internet or cable~ I don't need a new car or van~ I don't need a ton of new clothes and my girls don't need them either. But I want to be able to get on line and have something to entertain with~ I want to look nice and for my kids to look nice too! I want to have a van or larger car so that I can haul everyone around! But those are just added bills which then I turn around and stress out about!
But this is life~ Bills, and working to pay them off! I wish it weren't so, that my hubby wouldn't have to work so much and he could be here with us, with me~ watching our beautiful girls grow up! Life is also what you make of it with the little time you get~ When he is home he helps me out so much! He spends quality time with the girls! We are so lucky and blessed to have him in our lives! He works so hard to make sure our needs are met! I couldn't ask for more! <3
Hopefully venting has helped me be able to go back to sleep~ but now I have to wait for 'lil to go back to sleep! ;) I really do love my life! Even if I may be tired for the rest of it! :) lol~
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